that if you want to find a blog about ANYTHING, type in f***yeah (insert thing here).tumblr.com and you will most likely find one.
tattoos, for example.
or gifs.
or harry potter.
so anyway…. i thought i would just check something out and type in f***yeahjerseyshore.tumblr.com
i immediately regret this decision.
but at the same time, i cant click out of it.
crossed off.
i STILL get the giggles just thinking about it. despite the fact that we got like 3 hours of sleep, i was so comfortable. it felt so…… right. you know what? im kinda glad he forgot you and you were stranded at GCSU with me. ♥
1. fall asleep cuddling with someone you love
We go well together. You know that. I know that. We just need to stop thinking about it.
Impulse, remember?
granted, you spend days and months and years building a relationship with someone. but the second it happens, the second it hits you, is less than a second. it only takes 0.2 seconds for all the right chemicals in your brain to line up, and be balanced, and you get this high feeling, and then boom: you’re in love. but again, it has to be the right person and at the right time and all the body chemistry has to line up perfectly.
in one day [24 hours] you have the potential to fall in love 432,000 times. ONE DAY! now tell me this: why is there so much hate in this world? why do people waste years, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds, fractions of seconds, doing things they don’t enjoy? IT TAKES LESS THAN A SECOND TO FALL IN LOVE!
go cease those minutes.
take advantage of those seconds.
be where you want to be when you want to be there.
because if you dont, you might have just let the love of your life walk right past you.
“I want to be sober so badly but im too young so I’m saying fuck it. 15 year olds should not be in AA and in an outpatient program for drug and alcohol addiction. That shits fucked up”
did you ever stop to think that you’re too young to even be drinking or addicted to any kind of shit?!? can you just please think with your WHOLE BRAIN for once?
that makes no sense…. im too young to be sober…. hun, im still here for you. and please if you need anything, talk to me.
dont screw this up.
i am still so proud of you.
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year
The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson
not if i thscratch yeu firsttt
i have extreme jealousy issues sometimes…
today is my last day of my 30 day song thingie.
eh… ill do it tomorrow.
hellooooooo boyfriend. ♥
Do You Remember - Jack Johnson
one day after our one week anniversary.
one day before my mother’s birthday.
one of the worst days of your life.
words cannot describe how sorry i feel and how much i wish i could be with you. i wish i knew how to kiss it and make it all better. i wish i knew how to comfort you and cover up the pain. i wish i knew what to say. i wish i knew what to do. but im trying my best. [and i know that 5 minutes in my driveway isn’t enough to change your day].
just know that i love you so much. i have since the second we met. you have changed my life. and somehow, through everything, you have been a constant beacon of light… making me smile, making me laugh, forcing small giggles to escape my lips.
i hate seeing you this way. but i completely understand. on december 24th, i will be in that boat. [weird, huh? exactly 2 months apart… same year.] and you will have to try to comfort me, while still feeling slightly guilty. i know there’s not much i can do, i know there’s not much i can say, i know it won’t change the past.
but i want to let you know that im thinking of you. and praying about you. and your family. and i love you so much. and i am always here. always. we’re in this together now. :) honestly though, i wish the pain would just go away.
you’re amazing. and i love you. never forget that.
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Mamma Mia - A*Teens
“Something has moved and bumped the cradle of everything. The world is out of sync. Birds fly backwards and the fish swim through the air. Hours pass like seconds and seconds pass like hours. The light fades before the sun leaves. The stars shine before the night falls. I am here early. You are here late.”
Playground.
At night.
Sitting on the slide.
“HEY LOOK! It’s a full moon.”
Too much talking.
Butterflies in my stomach.
Eye contact.
Cuddling.
“You just nibbled my ear.”
Strings being pulled.
Collision.
Sparks.
Catalyst.
Dominos.
“Finally.”
It only took me 5 years….
My lips are still tingling.
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
She Loves Everybody - Chester French
i dont regret this decision at all [not that i thought i would or anything]. but you are amazing. literally, the best boyfriend i have ever had. and its only been 2 days. you treat me amazingly. you are amazing. we just might be perfect for each other. and it only took me 5 years to figure that out.
impulse is one of my favorite words right now.
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Trouble - Never Shout Never
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Hey Soul Sister - Train
on the uke :)
please tell me im doing the right thing.
i dont want to screw this up.
or us up.
give me strength.
“i’ll do anything to make you happy, anything to see you smile. i’m literally willing to give up my soul for you, and give you whatever you want, or whatever your heart desires. and i will never leave/stop talking to you like i did, and i will never be the douchebag that i was.”
has anyone seen the deathly hallows symbol?
TRIANGLEEEE
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Emo Kid - Adam and Andrew
soo correct. haha
i am skipping today’s song challenge… i am posting this one for my grandfather instead. this is the one year anniversary [should we even call it that? it sounds too merry] of his death.
not a day goes by when i don’t think about you. i see you everywhere… in the rusty pickup trucks, the dogs, the pairs of glasses, the smoke coming from cigarettes.
im pretty sure i have become addicted to secondhand smoking. i took comfort in the smoke smell. i hate the taste, but crave to fall asleep in the chest of anyone who has it lingering on them. it reminds me of you. i grew up with it. and in each burning ember, each ash, each puff, each flick, each inhale, each exhale: you are there.
if anybody says anything brilliant that just blows my mind, i think of you. if anyone says anything smartass, i think of you also. you were/are such a dynamic character. your love knew no bounds, but you weren’t cheesy with it.
you left an impact on everybody you met.
i miss you so much.
it’s been one of the toughest years ever… and i feel like you’re gonna come back, hug me, and be like “i was just kidding… i would never leave you.”
you were strong. you lived with pancreatic cancer for 30 years. it’s just… all of a sudden, all these sicknesses hit you at once. and it was too much.
i hated seeing you weak in the hospital during those last days.
but i treasure those moments. i was the last person you spoke to before you died. the roles flipped for a split second. i had to be the strong one. and you recognized me in your daze. you knew me. you held my hand. you called me “Nurse Elaine” and smiled. that means so much. i will never forget that.
every time i hear this song, i think of you Paw Paw. i relate to it on so many levels.
i love you so much.
Permanent - David Cook
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won’t go away today
Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent
I know he’s living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it’s all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say
Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent, I’m permanent
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry
So my birthday is this Friday. I hate birthdays. And I’m sure that half of the people who read this are just gonna disregard it as nonsense and say “It’s a birthday Logan… Everyone celebrates it, shut the fuck up.” But I say nay! Birthdays are retarded. Woop di doo. I stayed alive for another year…
It’s a birthday Logan… Everyone celebrates it, shut the fuck up.
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Run - Sam Tsui [originally by Leona Lewis]
lovee
