March 2012
I’m sooo tired and she parked right next to me for 30 minutes blasting rap. She even looked over and saw that I was trying to sleep. And just stayed there drawing her eyebrows on and putting on bronzer.
I just want to say that I have nothing against “nigga music”… In fact, I quite like rap. Just not when I’m sleeping and the car next to me is shaking me.
I also have nothing against Asians. In fact, I am dating one. And I adore him. :)
That girl just really pissed me off today. And she even scowled at me when I decided to finally move my car. As if I were bothering her. Erg.
Dumb bitch.
You’re Asian, not black.
Stop drawing on your eyebrows and go to class.
It’s been 30 minutes.
You couldn’t have parked anywhere else?!
I wish I was a phenomenal dancer.
Like… So You Think You Can Dance - Melanie status. Where even when I’m not paying attention, all my movement looks beautiful and on purpose. When I’m just marking it, I’m doing amazing things. All of that.
And I know anyone can be a great dancer, all it takes is time. Like years and years and years of it. And quite frankly, I’m not that patient.
But I wish I could just wake up one morning and be endlessly flexible and fluid in everything I do.
A girl can dream, can’t she?
- Me: Ayyobitch
- Him: Dafuqq you want, nigga?
- Me: Yo sexy ass. And those shuga lips.
- Him: Mmmm ya bebe. I'll see you tomorrow. ;)
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too bad they’re all ugly…
psh yeah the men’s ones.
- Moving to San Diego without my family to pursue my dreams.
- Being a part of a cirque program that is the only one at a high school in the whole country.
- Reaching my mental goal of inner peace and happiness with myself.
- Directing the show 1,000 Cranes.
- And realizing that none of these are my accomplishments, but God’s and I deserve no credit; I am lucky to be a vessel of his great works.
- me: i should start working out
- me: *stands up*
- me: okay thats good
“A Fantasists Palace”
There are some times
When I want to be alone
But the world is just too loud
So I go outside
To my special little place
Where no one else is allowed
It’s a peaceful little place I have all to myself
That is located between two trees
Where I can lie
And stare at the clouds
For as long as I may please
It consists of a hammock
Woven in blue
And the rest of the wood beyond
But I like to pretend
That there’s much much more
Like a waterfall or a pond
There are fig trees and roses
And a white picket fence
And happiness in the air
With garden stones
And daffodils
Growing from each stair
I dream and dream
And drift farther away
From the clutches of reality
Down in my hammock
A palace for a dreamer
That’s only meant for me